signed, sealed, delivered

Swigging back the last couple drops of your subtle sarcasms, i smile. You were always one of those people who i could relate to but lately some thing's changed.
A letter, a glare and an uncomfortable silence are the only hints i need to pick up on, to know that we are not what we use to be.
Your over sprayed scent still fresh on my jacket sleeve, and your over used words still fresh on my mind i walk past you in the hallway.

Am I..
Are we...
Are you...
will we....
is this...
can we...

Questions fill my head as i catch your eye. Pushing back tears with dizzying thoughts, i glance away momentarily so you don't catch me staring. "You're so important to me" i whisper as i look back at your beautiful brown unsuspecting eyes. Getting lost in what I'll never see again, i begin to replay the scene over and over again in my mind.

Slowly a smile spreads across my face as i reminisce about our late night conversations and epic adventures. Confused at my uncalled for display of emotion you look at me. You begin walking over slowly, still confused yet intrigued. Every step you take sounds like the beat that I'm not hearing from my heart. Held in suspense as you get pulled over by the odd acquaintance, i stand there trying to re start the one thing i need to survive. Finally you pull out of the pointless conversations and begin to head towards me again.

Handing me a letter, a glare, and an uncomfortable silence you pause. Then in one swift gesture you managed to confuse me and delight me with the touch of your overly moisturized lips.

"Thanks", i state as i walk away.