Saturday, October 10, 2009

note to self

Angry? ANGRY!!! At me? who are you? you have no reason to be like that. What did I ever do to you. I've helped you in everyway possible, and all you can do is get angry At me because I spent my night talking to someone who wasn't you. How does that make sense? I'm Sony if you've jealous that I talk to other people, but I'm not all yours. You're like an overprotective boyfriend, I'm not your china doll, and I'm not your pet. A little freedom might be nice. After all we're just friends... right?


Ughhh.. Why is that so hard to Say to his face? Why is it so hard to speak my mind to my best friend?

whatever, if he really cared, he'd talk to me about it, he'd try to make things better. It's not worth my time if it's not worth his... but then why do I still feel like I Should talk to him?

Dear Angel on my shoulder, Please shut up, I'd really rather not have a conscience at the moment

Sincerely, yours truly.

1 comment:

  1. ...That is strange indeed.
    If this is nonfiction, I recommend confronting said best friend head on.
    If not. Then I totally get this frustration. Thinking, 'Maybe there's something more to this?' then 'Maybe I'm just overanalyzing'
    Urgh. My mind. It hurts just to think of it.

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